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*a BIG sigh*
my food expenses will go up if mama doesn't cook. But as my expenses go up, my allowance doesnt. Isn't this like what's happening in this world... price go up, but your pay remains the same. And so.. it means i'll have to eat less. And maybe lose some weight? haha!

i think i'm quite optimistic to take things to positively.. wow! but i still feel like complaining. Paying for dinner means i'll have to add on another 80 dollars to my food expenses, which makes it freaking $160. $160 out of my allowance of $250 on food!? wow... wei rong you should go turn vegetarian. Eat greens everyday, and chomp on the grass in the field.

oh yes.. and this coming thursday i'll be going to Malay Malaysia with my family. It's supposed to be a relaxed getaway. As you can see, the keyword here is 'getaway'. But... whether it'll be relaxing or not, i have totally no idea. oh ya, and i'll be quite pissed off if i have to sleep on the floor again when my family goes on holiday. What choice do i have? Males, u have to give the bed to the females. So either me or my dad have to sleep on the floor. So who sleeps on the floor? Of course it's me.. what choice do i have.

i hope my family doesnt go back to Malaysia in the next 10 years, since my mum said we've seem to travel the WHOLE of Malaysia already. I'm so sick of Malaysia already, but i still hold on to this hope, this small puny glimpse of hope that the trip will be slightly interesting and relaxing and maybe get to spend time with my family if i'm not sleeping in the car.

i came up with a list of countries. haha.. ok i was a little bored.
Malay Malaysia.
Japanese Japan.
Chinese China.
English England
French France
Spanish Spain
German Germany
Korean Korea
Philipino Philippines

sometimes i feel that dance is taking up too much time. Especially when i have so many other things going on at the same time. And the timings keep clashing... and u have to decide on your priorities before choosing 1 over the 2. Really gets quite irritating at times.

And i've yet to collate my project findings.. i think i'll start growing white hair if this continues.